Dear Lindsay,

After careful consideration, I have decided that there are worse things than a terrible license picture. Like losing a limb, or my hair. You know, the important things ;), so I guess it'll be OK after all.

A lot of people I know are getting divorced. In some ways it scares me, in some ways it doesn't at all.
It scares me because they are my friends and I know them and I want them to be happy and I know they were at the beginning, and then things fell apart for them. I don't want that. But neither did they.

It doesn't scare me because I'm happy, even when I'm miserable. I still have hope. I'm pretty sure we can do this. If Kadon wasn't so forgiving and willing to work for it with me... I don't think there's any way we could have even made it this far. But we're coming up on a year and things are getting better.
We're getting better, and I don't know about him, but I'm even more in love than before. I'm excited.

Well, that's all I've got for now.

Oh, I am back on my meds. Feeling a lot better, but taking it a day at a time. Going to start therapy I think.

Also, not sure if I can have kids. In the middle of tests right now, but I'm feeling OK about it. Hoping everything goes well.

I love you more than cats love tuna.

Love,
Anne

Dear Lindsay,

I went and got my driver license renewed today... and the picture is even worse than my last.
I'm actually really upset about it. I know, stupid. Anyway, just thought I'd tell you.

Love,
Anne